Watched TRANSFORMERS again!!
With the class this time lol.
I really don't mind paying another 6 bucks to see Megan Fox.
Good deal.

Anyway I think i have a weak bladder.
Went to the toilet like twice during the movie.
Damn.

Wednesday tomorrow.
9 to 6.
It's gonna be a hell of a day.

Are you ok?
Will you tell us that you're ok.

I feel like a spectator.
Watching.
Watching as it all unfolds before me.
Watching as friends that i once knew so well turn on each other.
Ripping at each other's throats.
Tearing.
For what?
I do not nearly know.

"Do something!"
She screams.

No.
No, I won't.
Something tells me to stay out.
This isn't my business.
I'll just watch from where I'm sitting.
I'll be watching.
Always watching.

Besides, I suck at this.
They wouldn't need such friends.

School was cool today.

Got back BPM results.
Another disappointment.
Whoyouwan kept laughing at me during BPM lab for some reason =.=

Then there was the focus group thing.
I would've said that the focus group sucked and was a complete waste of time.
However, they awarded us with SEAL points.
So I shall keep my trap shut.

Went to Ehub with whoyouwan and Agnes after school to get tickets for tomorrow's movie.
However, after a series of complications/events, only whoyouwan and I were left.
After like 532542563465 years and lots of laughter, we finally bought the tickets.
Had dinner at SUBWAY.
Whoyouwan even finds the way I eat funny =.=
I think there's seriously something horribly wrong with me =(

Walked home from Ehub.
Whoyouwan took bus 15.
Haha I was correct about the 45 minutes thing =D

Doing SAS use case now..
Damn it's pissing me off..

Sigh.
Friendships.
And the complications that comes with it.

Didn't wake up to a good start today.
Totally ruined my mood.

At least someone understands.
It's freaky that she knows exactly how I'm feeling.
Am I really that easy to read?
But yeah thanks for helping me get this 40-something kg load ( was it 43?) off my chest.

Went to the "secret" spot to jump jump jump.
Well, it isn't secret anymore.
There were tyre marks there.
So someone else has been using it.
But it hardly matters.
We riders only have 2 thing in mind.
Build and jump.

And I haven't done any homework today.
BPM, PRSP, SAS..
Gotta do some after this.

Personally, I think I suck as a friend too.
I really do.
But whatever.
I'm not fazed.

Tomorrow's Monday again.
Sigh.

Went back to school alone today.
Gymed from around 10.30 to 12.30.
My left elbow still hurts.
But whatever.
Imma work the pain away.

Then went to school's library to study alone.
Lol.
It was super productive.
I covered whatever tutorials that were done this week.
I feel that I'm smart again =)

Left school at around 3.30.
Reached home slightly after 4.

Took my bike out for a spin.
Went to the downhill course at Tampines.
Haven't been there for ages.
Sadly to say, my balls have shrunk and I can't hit those jumps any more =(

Anyway, I shall upload some pictures on the recent class BBQ since I'm bored now =)

Lesson ended at like 1pm today.
Could've gone home.
But thanks to that CMSK workshop thing.
We were only released at 4 plus.

The workshop wasn't too bad though.
I did learn some stuff.
Like for example, how to use a fork and a knife properly.
No more stabbing at my steak from now on =)

Went home after that.
Been online ever since.

And the saddest thing happened today..

You can't be forgotten.
You're Immortal.

R.I.P. Wacko Jacko.

Back from training!
Today's training wasn't too bad.
Had an all freshies game today and I scored one =)
I think my team lost though.
Like 3-2 or something.

School was boring.
Nothing interesting happened today.

Then there's CMSK workshop tomorrow.
It's basically just a waste of time.
But it's COMPULSORY.

BACK from watching TRANSFORMER 2!!!!
They say a picture speaks a thousand words.
So lets let the pictures do the rest of the talking shall we? =)


MUST.NEED.MEGAN.FOX.

Mmmmm.. Transformers..
Anyone wanna jio me go watch second time?? =D

Haha.
Anyway, I kept bumping into Tessa today.
Like 5 times?
LOL.

Got back BBfin results today.
ZZZ..
It sucks..
I won't be going anywhere with that kind of results.
I think I need to start working.
And I almost died during BBfin tutorial today.
Horror of all horrors.
Those horrific images.
Burned onto my retinas.
Imma have a hard time sleeping tonight >.<


Just found out from Whoyouwan that we've gotta do CMSK and APEL homework by tomorrow.
Gonna chiong it during the breaks tomorrow.
Sigh.

Today was cool.
Nothing much happened.
The only thing I remembered was during SAS lab.
We were discussing about squares and triangles =D

Hung out in the library after school with some of the classmates.
Talked and laughed about random stuff.

And then there was training.
I'm so pissed of at the seniors.
Tempted to use a few vulgarities here.
But I should control.
They left us to train on our own while they went to play games.
I seriously have nothing to say.
One more training like that.
I'm leaving.

Sigh.
I think friends are way more complicated than they seem.
Never judge a book by it's cover.
Ever.

First day of school.
Wasn't too bad.
It was pretty cool.
The class guys (and I) are back to their usualy habits.
It's becoming more like a past time now >.<
LOL.
But it's okay.
It only proves that we're guys.
Well, most of us..

Went to get my "New" bike after school.
Spent like 3 hours tuning it.
It's not up to race standards or whatsoever.
But hey, it rides.
Yeah and it's gonna be my ride for this week =)
It rides so nicely.

Tomorrow's Tuesday.
I'll have training tomorrow.
But my arm still isn't working right.
Don't know if I should go.
We'll see.

Ha.

Alright.
So school starts in almost 9 hours.
I haven't done any homework.
PRSP's totally undo-able.
BPM is, well, half done.
So much for today (Sunday) being my 'homework day'.
Told you guys this wouldn't work =P

Imma go to school early tomorrow morning to print me notes.
I don't wanna be caught without lecture notes on the first day >.<
Hopefully I won't wake up later tomorrow.
If not I'll magically transform into a what-was-that?
Oh yeah, a Snail =(
Or was it Snailiee ( Whatever that is) ?

Don't know when we'll get our CDS or TermTest results.
Well, imma keep my fingers crossed >.<

Oh and before I forget,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL YOU DADS OUT THERE!!

But most importantly, Happy Father's day to my Dad =)

Met Ling at Kovan to finish up our BPM stuff.
We finished it pretty fast.
Like within an hour?
Yeah.
Took 53 home after that.

Mum made Pizza.
Yummy.
It always is.

Okay.
I should exercise some self control.
No vulgarities for me.
Unless absolutely necessary of course.

School in two days.
Good thing.
Also a bad thing.
Well, A little bit of both.

Good thing is I'll get to hang out with my friends.
Bad thing is there'll be studying.

So I'm kinda looking forward to Monday.
Yet not really looking forward to Monday.
Oh shit.
Here I go again.

Bye.

Went to Mount Faber today.
It's really just an overrated hill though.
Nothing much.
But it's a nice, quiet place to hang out.
Wanted to catch the sunset but we were too lazy to wait =P

Had dinner with my family.

Training tomorrow morning.
Don't think I'm going though.
My arm's not okay.


I finally get why Toot's so pissed off and all.
I totally get you now.
And I'm pissed off and all too.
Okay, no more organising for us.

FUCK THAT FUCKING CDS SHIT FUCK!
WHEN WE FINALLY FUCKING GET IN.
AFTER LIKE FUCKING TWO HOURS OF FUCKING WAITING
IT FUCKING TELS US THAT WE ACTUALLY FUCKING HAVE FUCKING LITTLE OPTIONS THE CDS-ES THAT WE WANT ARE NOT EVEN FUCKING THERE.
FUCK THIS SHIT!!!
AND WHEN WE FINANLLY DECIDE AMONG THE PATHETHATIC CHOICES GIVEN
IT FUCKING TELLS US THAT THE WEB PAGE HAS TIMED OUT.
SO FUCK!!
BACK TO SQUARE ONE LOADING THAT SHIT FOR LIKE ANOTHER 15MINUTES.
FUCK!!
I SWEAR SOMEONE NEEDS TO BE FUCKING SHOT!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!


Okay that's all I want to say.
I'm cool =)

Okay I've been wating for like 2 hours.
The TP server's still packed.
Or probably it crashed.
Hopefully.

So much for waking up at 9.30 =.= lol.
So Kiasu for nothing.
Typical Singaporean.

Damn.

Anyway, I've got these CDS-es in mind.

1.Introduction to Marketing (BMK1003)
2.Discovering the Human Body (AMB1X01)
3.Introduction to Sociology (GSS1004)
4.Freehand Drawing (DPD1901)
5.Basic Calculus for Business (BLO1005)

Don't ask me why I wanna take them.
I don't really know either.
What do I ever know.

I'm on the phone with Smexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxy now =P

That CDS thingy is driving me nuts.
So many options.
So little time.
Damn.
My head hurts.

Sometimes you just feel tired.
You feel weak.
And when you feel weak,
You feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you,
Gotta find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you,
And get that motivation to not give up,
And not be a quiter,
No matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

Went to school for SAS project today.
Project rooms were full.
So we had to make do with the library's 7th floor.
Saw Short-rensa there.
Still as short as ever lol.

Had CanoePolo training today.
Lucky I decided not to pon.
Learned how to recover after capsizing.
I haven't mastered it yet.
Out of 3 times i try.
I'll fail 1 time.
But it's okay.
I'll keep practising =)

And I think I injured my left arm again during training today.
damn.

I'm deciding CDS choices with a few people online.
I think they're all at a lost too =(
Fuck this shit.
WHY!!!!!

Shit, I think I'm losing it.

I think I really need to stop this whole insomnia thing.
It's really getting to me.
Like I can't sleep till like 3-4 am.
And I wake up at fucking 7 am.
And I can't go to sleep after that.
And it's getting to me.
Like pissing me off and shit.
But there's not a damn thing I can do about it.
Maybe I should quit whining and face it.
Much like a real man should.

Went to Tampines gym this morning.
But I think my left arm's injured.
Could be over exertion from last week's gym.
I don't know for sure.
But it hurts pretty bad when i lift some weight.
So I didn't really do much in the gym today.
Kinda just wasted my time there.
Think i should take a break.

Subway for lunch AGAIN.
I think it's like the fourth time this week or something.
And I always eat the same thing.
Roasted Chicken on the Parmesan (sp.?) Bread with nothing but lettuce.
Two Double Chocolate cookies.
A cup of Barley.
Except that I have both cookies for myself this time round =)

Went to Vivo to hang out.
I bought myself another singlet from Everlast.
And A white hoodie from TopMan.
I've been spending a lot recently.
Too much, in fact.
I got some Jellybeans form Candy Empire.
Who wants Jellybeans?

I should gym tomorrow.
I love the gym.


Might be going shopping again tomorrow.
I don't know for sure.



My parents are asking me to plan for the week ahead.
They reckon I'm wasting my time gym-ing and shit.
But seriously.
Me?
Plan?
Do I really really look like a guy with a plan?



Plans.
If there's a plan, then there's room for failure.
Minor screw-ups to catastrophes alike.
No matter how "well planned" your so-called "plans" are.
There are rooms for failure.
On the other hand.
If there's no plan, then there's no room for failure.



So.
Why bother? =)
Just take it easy.
Life's a bitch anyways.



Anyway, my computer is pissing me off.
I should go now before I do something stupid to my computer.
Like for example, smashing it.
Or maybe, smashing it.

Bye.



Let's trade shoes.

Did BPM project today.
Was supposed to meet at 11.
I reached at 1.
Sorry guys.
Got held back by something >.<

Today is a damn lucky day.
I'm sure whoyouwan agrees.
Right?
lol.

I was the last person to arrive but the first person to leave.
Damn.
I'm sorry.
But at least we kinda finished what we had to do.
Kinda.


Met Nany at TP bus stop.
Headed to Parkway so she could get her dress.
Girl's stuff are so damn expensive.
Bus-ed back to Tampines One.
Had dinner at Carl's Jr.
The burger was damn nice!!
Sat there and talked cock for a while.

Went to Frolick.
But she wasn't there =(

Bought some CoOoOoOoOoOokies from Subway.

You might want to watch that mouth of yours.

Back form class BBQ.
Everything went okay.
Most of the class turned up.
Which is a good thing.

The BBQ food was nice.
Special thanks to those who did all the cooking.
ok I kinda feel guilty for not doing shit.
Except eating of course >.<

Saw Grapes.
Didn't recognise her at first.
She's so tall lol..
Or maybe it's becasue I didn't grow >.<

Played Truth or Dare with the class.
Miss.Sarah asked my a very good question.
TBH, I don't know the answer to that too.
Well we'll just see how it goes.

BPM project at 11am tomorrow.
Sigh.

Out with Nany after that =)
Don't know where we'll be heading to.
But yeah.
We'll find something to do.

Went to town with Ling today.

We were at FarEast at first but there was nothing much.
Took a train to Somerset and went to Hereen instead.
Lol I'm sorry I suck at directions >.<

Bought a white singlet from Everlast.
Wanted to get the NUM singlet at first.
But they're not THAT nice.
And are WAY overpriced.

Had lunch at Subway once again.
And I rewarded Ling with a cookie for being a good girl.
Sigh.
Such acts of kindness are hard to come by these days.

Walked to Plaza Sing after that.
Ling got a present for her friend.
And by the way.
The toilet signs at PS are weird..

Wanting to make the most out of our concession passes,
We bus-ed our way to SengKang.
Ling bought me a pie =)
Bus-ed home from there.

BIG thanks to Ling for bringing me around all day.
You truly deserved that cookie =)


Class BBQ tomorrow.
Thank god(?) it's at Pasir Ris.
I don't know who's gonna turn up.
Neither do I know who's not gonna turn up.
But that hardly matters.
I'm still gonna turn up.
In fact.
Imma turn up early to help get the food for the BBQ.

Damn.
One week of the holidays left.
I haven't touched homework.
But don't worry.
I've had it all planned out.
This coming Sunday's gonna be Homework day.
Where I'll race against the clock to complete all my homework withn a single day.
Pretty unreal huh?

But yeah, that's Stefan Koh for you =)

Mom brought me to Tampines One to shop.
Got some shirts.

Went to Macs to meet Smexxxxxy for a while.
Haven't seen her in a very very long time.
But she's still the same =)

Okay, maybe a little bit taller.
Only a little bit.

Had a little talk.
She says ____'s no good.
Yeah, maybe she's right.
____'s no good.
But it doesn't matter.
Well, not anymore.
It used to though.

I bought her some fries lol.
All the best for your O's ok!!! ^^

Reached home at around 5.
Took my bike out for a ride after that.

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.
I went to bed at 1am.
It's 5am now and I'm still fucking awake.
I'm so damn tired but I just can't sleep.
I wish I'd stop thinking.

Go away thoughts.
I wanna sleep.

Maybe one day when you decide to slow down.
You'll realise I'm still here after all.
As I've been all this while.

Feels like I've been down this road before.

Kinda feels like Deja Vu.

Gym-ed again this morning.
Couldn't do much though.
Muscles are aching after yesterday's game.

Went to ehub to catch "Drag me to hell".
Nice movie.
The actress is kinda cute.
Kinda.

Went riding after that and I just got home.

Yeah I know, another boring day..

I shall gym before meeting up for the movie later.

And I shall go ride now instead of wasting my time online.

Bye =)

Went to the school's gym at like 9 today.
There wasn't many people there except for a bunch of..
Nevermind, I shall not be mean.

So as I was saying, I went to the gym at 9.
Did some bench press.
I wanna be able to bench my own body weight by like next month?
Yeah, I'm close =)
Also, I'm reaching closer towards my Pencil Goal!!
End of this year shouldn't really be much of a problem.
I think.

Went to Biz Park to get some lunch.
Did our SAS project in the library.
We're like halfway there already.
Should be able to complete it within the next meeting.
Headed home after that.

Travelled back to school at like 5 for training.
Supposed to be land plus water training today.
But most of us forgot to bring shoes.
So it was just water training <3
Had my first friendly match today.
I scored my first goal in a match.
Super fun.
Got a little gash on my knee though.
But it's no biggie.
I'm not gonna lose my leg.

That's about it for today.

I think I'm going for a movie with the "Class" tomorrow.
Not really looking forward to it.
But ohwells.
I'm a man of my words.

Spent my day riding alone.
Ben is nursing a broken leg.
Roy is ill.
I don't know why but my crank keeps fucking falling off.
It's not like I'm a heck of a rider.
Well.
Maybe I am.
Still, those things are supposed to last.
They're MADE to last.

But what the fuck.
I still rode =)
I can bunny now, which is a good thing.
But I still can't catch enough air ( Like half a feet air).
It's okay, I'll have the whole of tomorrow to practice.
Next up, I wanna nail my footjams whips.
Can't seem to kick it around in time.
Either that or I miss completely.
And my fakies.
Hopeless.
Hopeless.
Hopeless.
Just like myself.

We're gonna do our SAS project tomorrow.
No doubt it'll be boring as hell.
But fuck it.
We'll get it done anyways.

Is it just me or has the weather gone mad.
I'm sitting in my room and it's like an oven in here.
Even with the fans on.
I'm like sweating and I think my room's gonna flood.
Damn.
I have no intentions of drowning in my own sweat.

Fuck I think I should gym tomorrow morning before SAS project.
I need to put on some weight.

Okay I better stop here.
I have no idea why but I just feel like typing non-stop.
Sentences after sentences.
Paragraphs after paragraphs.
Oh fuck I'm going crazy.

Okay.
I really should get going now.
Bye.

Tomorrow.

Tomorrow.

Tomorrow.

What.

Shall.

I.

Do.

Went back to school alone today to gym.
Yes, I know I have no life, Thank you.
But the boredom is killing me.
So anyway, not much people there so the gym was practically mine =)
Stayed there for about an hour and a half before meeting Ling.

Went to Parkway to hunt for Ling's handphone strap.
Sadly, all the handphone straps either looked like shit or were too short..
Went to SUBWAY for dinner ( I was the first to spot it =P )
Being the nice guy I know I already am, I donated a cookie to Ling =)

Sometimes I wish life wasn't this complicated.
And that there's no hidden meaning behind words spoken.
And that welcomes don't just wear out.
And that friends don't just walk out of each other's lives.
And that there's no worries, no troubles.
And that things are exactly how they seem.
And that everyone cares.
And that I understand.
And that wishes come true.

I wish a lot of things.
I could go on and on about everyting I've ever wished for.
But wishes are wishes.
They don't come true just because you wish them to,
Just because you really need them.
And that's why they're called wishes,
For wishes never come true.
Ever.

Where's the damn star when you need it?
Where is it?

Back from gym.
Everywhere hurts.
But pain is good.
It means that muscles are GROWING =)

And I just got a haircut.
It looks pretty much the same.
It always does.

Fuck the holidays.
So many things are happening all at once.
Good things,
Bad things,
Mostly bad.
But then again,
I'm bored.

Before the holidays everyones like,
"Hey wanna go blah blah blah to hang out during the holidays? =) "
Yeah, right.
Whatever happened to that.

I have this sudden urge to punch someone.
Anyone wanna volunteer to be a punching bag?
LOL.
I don't know why.
Yeah I'm weird.
And I'm getthing weirder as I type.
I reckon it's the weather.
Or it could be the boredom.
A mixture of both?
Possible.
Or maybe it's that little fire I'm trying to extinguish..

Oh shit here I go again.
I'm starting to talk shit.
I should go get some sleep.
Work tonight.
Damn..

I'm gonna gym tomorrow.
Then I'll probably rot at home >.<

Damn I wished we had school.
I don't wanna study and shit.
But I just want to go to school to hang out.

I should really plan something for the holidays..



Now at first I don't really understand the shit.
But I get it now.
So just leave me alone will you?

Went to PS with Ling today.
For some reason, She's my JieJie today.
But only for Today.
Like when the clock strickes 12 tonight, She isn't anymore.

Made her wait for half an hour >.< Sorry!!
KFC for lunch.
And she brought me to Compass Point.
First time being there lol.
Yeah I know I suck.
But then there's always a first time for everything.
Took 89 home..


Anyway if there's any emo kids reading my blog out there.
Steffy has a little something for you guys.

Damn..

I guess it's just something we have no control over.

Well, no more worries.

Gym-ed today. I feel great!!
But the thing is, I can't seem to put on anymore weight even though I keep eating..
I'm like 64-65 now and I wanna be at least 72!!
Dammit..

Went to Hougang this afternoon to get my bike fixed (Again).
Then went to Kovan to hang out in the evening.

Yup, I'm thinking too much.

I think I know what I want.

Then again, you never always get what you want.

So, fuck this shit.

Just got my bike fixeddd!!!=D
This means that I won't be online too often anymore =)


Am I thinking too much.

Exams are officially over and it's the start of the holidays.
Don't know what I'll do during the 2 week break though.

I'm so damn tired now but I can't seem to sleep.

Sigh..

Exams today were okay..

PRSP: Moderately Fucked

BPM: Royally Fucked.

SAS: Passable.

BBFin: Cake.

ISOFun: Pending..

Last day of exams tomorrow.
I've been looking forward to it =)

I dunno what's wrong..
It's like everyone's emo and shit..
Must be all the tests..
Or it could be the weather..
Damn I wish I knew.

When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls

Alright. Let's have some updates on the status of my exams so far.

PRSP: Moderately Fucked

BPM: Royally Fucked.

SAS: Pending..

BBFin: Pending..

ISOFun: Pending..


Sigh.. It's not like I haven't been studying. Maybe I'm not studying enough. Possibly.

My head hurts! It's not pain as in ouch.

It's like twisting and turning and swirling and whirling and.. uh.. fuck it.

It just hurts.








What you crying about?
You got me.

Went to Study with Ling yesterday.
Well, did a little bit of BPM..
And browsed through the PRSP book >.<
That pretty much sums up my Sunday =)

P.S: STOP SAYING SORRY!! lol..

Came to school at like 9am today for BPM lecture, only to find myself facing a hideous, grumpy creature of massive proportions..
That creature is none other than Miss.Fucking Jo.

Well, I believe I speak for everyone when I say:

SCREW THAT BITCH.
EFFED UP A PERFECTLY GOOD DAY FOR ME.
SHE REKONS ALL THE NOISE WE MADE IN THE LECTURE HALL COULD GENERATE ENOUGH ELECTRICITY TO POWER UP A LIGHT BULB OR SOMETHING.

WELL GUESS WHAT BITCH.
NO ONE GIVES A SHIT WHAT YOU THINK.
AND I'M PRETTY CONVINCED THAT YOUR FAT ASS OF YOURS COULD GENERATE ENOUGH POWER TO LIGHT UP AN ENTIRE CITY.
FOR. FIVE. FUCKING. YEARS.
FUCK.

Ok, I'm done being the whiny bitch that I actually am.
Back to studying =)





Just another crush?

I don't think so.